10.19.2011
hot shower, cold night, cold mind
"I need to get out of here" he thought. Why did I take 3 tylenolPM? "I need to get out of here." He pressed the gas harder. "I need to get out of this car, get out of my clothes, get out of my mind. Into bed, where I might escape." It was mostly silent except for the small amount of midnight traffic that moved about. The stereo was on, AUX was illuminated in a harsh orange light that touched the edges of his soft pale skin and black pants. Black, its always black. The stereo was on, projecting an inaudible static, as if to remind him of the quiet he traveled in. "I need to get out of here" he spoke soft and low to nobody. It helped. Helped him remember that nobody cared. Everybody else was too sick of him, or at least everyone who mattered most. He sighed and clicked off the stereo, destroying the glow of its display along with it. Very quiet, now dark inside the cabin. "I wish it was raining" again, to an empty audience.
10.18.2011
My Life, My Afternoon
eating macaroni, listening to madonna, studying religious philosophy, and wondering why its so hard to make friends at school.
1.15.2011
12.07.2010
11.07.2010
Classic
"What to do with $25,000 inheritance?"
>Get into action figure collecting.
Alternately, do the above and then make a scale model of the battle of Hoth.
>Get into action figure collecting.
Alternately, do the above and then make a scale model of the battle of Hoth.
11.06.2010
Recycled(for the earthmother)
Captain Morgans
Jack Daniels
Bombay Sapphire Dry Gin
Seagram's "bumpy bottle" Gin (green dragon style)
Everclear
Go back whence you came!
Jack Daniels
Bombay Sapphire Dry Gin
Seagram's "bumpy bottle" Gin (green dragon style)
Everclear
Go back whence you came!
10.05.2010
Do I Know You?
>gettin chilly out. lets worship Satan!
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As I was walking about campus, I found myself behind a woman who was veiled head to toe except for a very small area around her eyes. As I walked beside her, another woman approaching our direction glanced at her and started a conversation with her about classes and what not in a way which I would assume means they know each other as friends.
My big question is: how did she know the veiled woman was her friend? All you can see is her eyes. I mean, I understand that there are few fully veiled people around our area, but still... I can only imagine what it must be like in the middle east where there's hundreds of women all fully covered. Fucking confusing.
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As I was walking about campus, I found myself behind a woman who was veiled head to toe except for a very small area around her eyes. As I walked beside her, another woman approaching our direction glanced at her and started a conversation with her about classes and what not in a way which I would assume means they know each other as friends.
My big question is: how did she know the veiled woman was her friend? All you can see is her eyes. I mean, I understand that there are few fully veiled people around our area, but still... I can only imagine what it must be like in the middle east where there's hundreds of women all fully covered. Fucking confusing.
9.29.2010
Nothing New
>TNG
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I am so sick of the same shit different day kinda life. Life isn't bad- I have an awesome job, I have free time to work out, watch TV, play videogames and pokemon cards, and I'm still in school (which I'm counting as a good thing). Yet really I feel unsatisfied. My room is a mess, but cleaning it won't make anything better, and I'm really hungry for a big ass Moe's burrito, but the nearest one closed unexpectedly a couple weeks ago- just like how they did when I worked at the one down the street on Michigan...
My biggest problem isn't not being able to do anything (though money/time scheduling is certainly a factor) but deciding on what to actually do. I need a partner in crime per se, but it seems everyone is already busy. I need someone who wants to play Starcraft, Serious Sam co-op, WoW, watch Star Trek TNG, and a whole shit ton of other random stuff. I already do most of this crap alone, but I really feel that it's so much better with another person who knows what they're doing, especially in Starcraft.
On a more serious note, I was asked to consider being the "Perspectives" columnist for the U of M Dearborn paper yesterday afternoon by one of their members. Apparently I can write about "anything" I want which would be awesome, and I'm thinking about looking into it a bit more and actually taking the position. Not only would it look good for getting a job, but being able to have a published story once a week on whatever is catching my attention would be amazing in my book.
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I am so sick of the same shit different day kinda life. Life isn't bad- I have an awesome job, I have free time to work out, watch TV, play videogames and pokemon cards, and I'm still in school (which I'm counting as a good thing). Yet really I feel unsatisfied. My room is a mess, but cleaning it won't make anything better, and I'm really hungry for a big ass Moe's burrito, but the nearest one closed unexpectedly a couple weeks ago- just like how they did when I worked at the one down the street on Michigan...
My biggest problem isn't not being able to do anything (though money/time scheduling is certainly a factor) but deciding on what to actually do. I need a partner in crime per se, but it seems everyone is already busy. I need someone who wants to play Starcraft, Serious Sam co-op, WoW, watch Star Trek TNG, and a whole shit ton of other random stuff. I already do most of this crap alone, but I really feel that it's so much better with another person who knows what they're doing, especially in Starcraft.
On a more serious note, I was asked to consider being the "Perspectives" columnist for the U of M Dearborn paper yesterday afternoon by one of their members. Apparently I can write about "anything" I want which would be awesome, and I'm thinking about looking into it a bit more and actually taking the position. Not only would it look good for getting a job, but being able to have a published story once a week on whatever is catching my attention would be amazing in my book.
9.24.2010
XXI
>burninating
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I am so happy that I can buy my own beer now. No more asking for favors. All I need to do is try every kind out there so I can be an aficionado. Not really because I want to be well versed in beers, but only to be able do describe myself as an aficionado. Its a fun word.
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I am so happy that I can buy my own beer now. No more asking for favors. All I need to do is try every kind out there so I can be an aficionado. Not really because I want to be well versed in beers, but only to be able do describe myself as an aficionado. Its a fun word.
9.16.2010
Finally...
i'm such cool.
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It feels good to finally have beaten Professor Layton for the DS, although really it could have had a better ending. Also, somehow I missed one single puzzle which would have rewarded me with the final piece of the robot dog. As I found out from my brothers, they all completed their dogs about halfway through the game, while I was missing one single piece to it for about 7 hours of playtime...
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It feels good to finally have beaten Professor Layton for the DS, although really it could have had a better ending. Also, somehow I missed one single puzzle which would have rewarded me with the final piece of the robot dog. As I found out from my brothers, they all completed their dogs about halfway through the game, while I was missing one single piece to it for about 7 hours of playtime...
8.07.2010
I Don't Wanna
>>brutal
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I feel no motivation to do anything. I barely want to play videogames most of the time. I just cant bring myself to really do much of anything and it's the worst feeling in the world. Why does nothing seem to interest me anymore? I just read The Lost Symbol and while I finished it, I can't say that I was all that interested in what I was reading. Maybe it was the book, though it is right up my alley for the kind of subject matter I look to read about.
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I feel no motivation to do anything. I barely want to play videogames most of the time. I just cant bring myself to really do much of anything and it's the worst feeling in the world. Why does nothing seem to interest me anymore? I just read The Lost Symbol and while I finished it, I can't say that I was all that interested in what I was reading. Maybe it was the book, though it is right up my alley for the kind of subject matter I look to read about.
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