I'm Falling

I swear I just smelled the scent of autumn. I instantly felt a wave of flashbacks to last year, walking down the dark streets in the neighborhood, leaves blowing around, the chilled air, and the smell of smoke.

As much as I hope, I don't think this year will be quite like that. Seasons come and go, and so do friends. I don't think I'll be able to replace many of the people in my life.

Shit Happens.

Nymphets do not occur in polar regions
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So, due to the festivities at Camp Dearborn I hosted last Tuesday through Friday, along with the completely retarded "thought processes" of some people, I'm pretty much banned for at least a year, if not longer. Yeah, it really sucks, especially since I already want to go back on my days off.

I came up with a new MTV reality show called "Placebro Effect". But more on that later.

Oh, and I also found an old CD labeled "Myndflame and Skatman" from close to 3 years ago. I will listen to it whenever I drive and see what music it has to offer.

Another Sad Tale

>kleening
>sigh...
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I think I'm seriously depressed or something. No matter what I do, I don't feel like I'm ever actually happy. It sucks. Always tired and bored, never interested in anything. Goddamn.

2 weeks ago, the Tracker died while I was preparing for a trip to Camp Dearborn. Now I have a Hyundai Elantra which is a big upgrade for me. I will have full ownership in October 2012.

How depressing, it's actually 2009, and half over. I remember 2001 seeming like yesterday, and the idea of 2010 seemed unimaginably far off.

[edit: 100 wonderfully emo posts!]

Another Sad Tale

Really Late E3 Impressions

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Alright, since my internets have been out, time for some late, angry commentary on E3 this year.

Nintendo kind of pissed me off this year with what they had to show. Super Mario Galaxy 2? Another New Super Mario Brothers, only for Wii? No Kirby, F-Zero, Starfox, Pikmin, or Pokemon announcements? Bullshit.

The new Metroid looks interesting, but I think it looks a little too different from the rest of the series. It's always been about being alone on some dangerous world, not walking around some city. Oh, and when the obligatory black space marine goes "Remember me?" I almost died. How stupid. The combat looks cool since Team Ninja probably knows a thing or two about awesome fight scenes, so hopefully theres enough of that to make the game live up to my lofty expectations.

What really made me mad was the new Galaxy and Mario Bros. Nintendo never makes rehashes of their games, that was what makes them great. Every time a new game launches, it's nothing like the old ones. We don't have Super Mario Sunshine 2 do we? Or Link to the Past 2? No, that's because they were smart enough to realize we don't want the same goddamn thing twice in a row. There's a reason I don't like Halo, and a reason they're called Nintendo and not Bungie. Please, stop with Galaxy 2, and start making new stuff, not sequels. Hell, even their sequels somehow remain fresh- look at the Paper Mario games.

As for Sony, I don't really know what to comment on. More PSP stuff. More God of War, Final Fantasy, and whatever else they love. I've never been a Sony person, and I haven't ever owned a Sony console, so I'm pretty indifferent. Except when it comes to their controller. I hate their controller.

E3 2009- Day 1

>l4d2? GODDAMN
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Alright, totally forgot e3 was actually this Monday, a.k.a. today, even though I've been reading about it for days.

My predictions for this year went something like this:

Microsoft: We are the best hardcore gamin' console EVAR. We show of 15 BRAND SPANKIN' NEW FPS GAMES WITH INSAAAAANE GRAPHICS. Also, more Guitar Hero sequels, and sequels to everything else under the sun. Expensive DLC, more arcade bullshit, maybe some streaming video.

Sony: PS3 is best console in world. Ever. No one even understands our true power to be awakened. WE have great grafix and crazy processor. METAL GEARZ N FINaL FANTSYYYY 13 omg omg omg. PsP redesign will totally overtake DS fo sho. No price drop. Just some new games. Oh, and blu-ray is here to stay.

Nintendo: Uh, our pants don't fit anymore because our pockets are so full of the cash we're stuffing them with. Wii motion plus, AGAIN. No new, good, first party titles. You're lucky we went as hardcore as "Excitebots". DSi rocks hardcore, probably some exclusive games in development for that, though nothing mind blowing. Still no hard drive, or quality online system.

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Well, today was kind of a surprise with the Microsoft press conference and all. The Natal camera controller gizmo looks interesting, though like others have said, I have reason to doubt how powerful it actually is, and how long it will be here to stay for since the 360 is already in what, its third year? Almost fourth? They have to be getting ready to announce a new console by now. Plus, I have to see the price on it. I bet it's not cheap.

Next up is the announcement of Left 4 Dead 2. What. The. Fuck. Valve. Really? REALLY? I'm not sure how to react to this one. On one hand, I love the game, and the new one has a lot of promising features like the Director 2.0, more campaigns, better graphics, and weapons. But really, It hasn't even been a whole year and their already coming out with a new one when the first one doesn't even have half of what I expected it to. They never released the new matchmaking system, a new campaign, new weapons, or any real game changing twists. Survival mode is cool, but it gives us ONE new level, which consists of a house and a bunch of gas cans. Oh, and still no SDK support, which is what people need in order to program their own mods and user created levels. Basically, $50 for a game we were told was going to have all these awesome features, they delivered minimally on some of them, blew off the rest as of now, and now decided to announce a whole new sequel which apparently delivers all the stuff we've been waiting for. Very un-Valve like. Just look at Team Fortress 2, they do huge updates to it every 2 months. Full class updates, new weapons, new game modes, they always add at least 3 new official maps, plus reoptimizing the game for newer computers.

Sigh...

Okay, and last but not least is the PSP Go. I don't know what to think of this thing. So far, I don't see it doing any better than the original PSP. The DS/DSi has an iron grip on the handheld gaming market, not only because of its massive sales, but because developers actually put out good, intriguing software for it. The touch screen/dual screen combo works so incredibly well, and the amount of new features opened up with the DSi and its SD card slot and improved sound drivers are very big. I don't see how the Go will manage to do any harm, unless they have some impressive pricing on it and its games, which I wouldn't bet on. One of the selling points of it is its 16GB internal memory. Really, I don't think that's a whole lot for a handheld gaming system that is trying to deliver what the Go claims it will. Yes, there are memory cards for expanding space, and the internal storage is actually really nice (especially compared to the pathetic amount the Wii gives us), but I don't think that it will be able to hold that many games. Granted, they cram a lot of shit in a 1 gigabit DS cart, but the PSP has got to deliver superior graphics(which take up a lot more space), or it's got nothing on the competition.

Well then, I can't wait to see what big old Nintendo and Sony have to showcase for us tomorrow. I'll probably watch the press conferences live, or at least Nintendo's.

Wrasslin'

>lets see how this melatonin works
>%n
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Went out to some stripclub, Deja Vu, last night for their jello wrestling. We had some free passes, so it was only $6 for their bottomless drinks. Drinks being coke, mello yellow, and sprite, since they're full nude and can't serve alcohol. I'm only 19 anyway.

It was Andy's first time at a strip club, so we all pitched in $5 to get him a lapdance. I'm pretty sure he loved it. Besides that, the sex shop was equally hilarious. Probably a good 700 porno movies, some with the funniest titles ever. Ejacula? Whore Gaggers 5? Fuck my Skull 7? Rock n' Roll in my Butthole? Hell yes.

I also picked up Relapse, and it's a pretty solid album. I'm kind of wary about the whole "concept album" bullshit, but Eminem does a pretty solid job of keeping with his Slim Shady character. I can't wait for the second one later this year, and Detox if it ever happens.

Also got 21st Century Breakdown, though I haven't really listened to it yet. Judging from the reviews I've seen, it's supposed to be pretty good, and it's apparently Green Days "favorite album so far", although I got that quote from someone who likes to cite everything as fact without question.

Oh, and my Pokemon Platinum file - the goddam game doesn't work on the DSi. It's some bootleg copy I got from a friend off ebay, and the DSi recognizes the game, but won't let me play it since I'm assuming it can tell it's pirated. I already put 20 hours into it which sucks, but I'm only just after the third gym, so it's not so far that I'm fucked. I guess I'm gonna buy an AceKard or something that works with the DSi, and transfer my pokemon to a new Platinum file, then just tear through the beginning of the game with a bunch of level 30s. Plus I can get duplicates of all the gym leader TMs. Always nice.

I'm gonna punch you in the face...

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Sunday night, I wanted to punch people in the face three different times for their sheer fucking stupidity.

Situation one involved me and a couple people discussing the man in China who pushed another man off a bridge who was planning to commit suicide. [link]. This turned into a discussion about suicide and people killing themselves, and eventually how odd it is that it is illegal to commit suicide. At this point, someone goes "I don't care if it's illegal or not, doing stuff like that means you're going to hell when you die." Really, I don't want to sound like some supremest, elitist, or anything else like that, but I really have a hard time taking anyone seriously when they live their lives and make decisions over their acceptance to heaven.

Later, someone brought up some sort of religious topic, maybe cause I started reading the Quran. Anyway, someone brings up atheism, somehow I'm brought into the discussion, and I'm asked if I really believe that "you turn into a tree when you die." I wish I had something large and made of metal to throw at this point. I tried to explain that when you die and your body decomposes, it naturally gets reabsorbed into the soil and probably will find its way into some sort of plant life, though not in any recognizable form. Just like fossil fuels, which are made from decayed living matter, like dinosaurs, only we refine them and combust it for our cars. I don't think they understood what I was even saying. I tried to explain how most of the stuff on Earth is carbon based, as in it was created from some type of supernova at one point, if not some other phenomenon. I'm pretty sure this went over their head too.

RAAAAGE.

The third unfortunate incident was an argument over tipping waitstaff at restaurants. As someone who works in the kitchen of a restaurant, does real, physical work, and still makes less than even the worst waiters, I told someone at work that I no longer leave tips larger than the change I get back from my meal because the waitstaff do no real work. They write down what you want to eat, and 15 minutes later bring you a plate with it. There's a reason they make $3 an hour, they don't do anything. I sure as hell don't get tips. Or compliments for a well prepared meal. Or much of anything, except a paycheck that's always a little to small.

The person I was debating with works in carry out. This person makes slightly less than me if we were comparing hourly wages. However, they also work in an air conditioned area of the restaurant, with a television. I make food, put it in a to-go box, and put it in the carry out windown. They take it, turn 180 degrees, place it on the carry out counter, and the customer takes it. They also answer the phones and ring in carry out orders, but really, it's still not work. Still though, this person actually said they believe they DESERVE tip money for what they do. Working a cash register, pressing buttons on a computer to ring in orders, and answering the phone every couple minutes.

Really? A Month?

>MACGRUBER
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Shit, I've been out of class for almost a month. I went to Motor City Comic Con, Camp Dearborn the past 3 days, and that's about it. Good thing I have time to stop playing WoW on a flight path so I can write about my life. What the hell is wrong with me?

Only change I've noticed in the past 2 weeks is that I replaced smoking with Warcraft. Not a good substitute. Not at all. At least I have more money, and time I guess.

Well, my Darnassus reputation isn't going to raise itself...

Day 14(damn, 2 weeks already)

>Frou Frou
>Huntail
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Went and saw Star Trek last night at IMAX with a bunch of friends. It was fucking awesome. The actors all fit their roles perfectly, the ship battles looked great, and the design of Spock's future ship with the red matter in it was kick ass. Also, I was a big fan of the complete lack of obligatory sex scenes which seem to plague most modern action movies. Apart from the 15 seconds Kirk hooks up with the green chick at the academy, they kept to the plot of the movie, which is actually the reason I saw it. Not for the PG-13 sex. Amazing. Actually, so amazing that I want to go see it again with some people in another week. It's rare that I see a movie twice in theaters, but this is Star Trek, and I'm a huge geek for it.

Day X?

bandwagons full-please catch another
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Well, I started getting into Pokemon Platinum. Apart from the bootleg-tastic game and occasional freezes, it's still a pretty solid game. Since I really didn't feel like dealing with all the shitty wild pokemon in this generation, I decided to import a Dratini, Larvitar, and Gastly to work with my starter. Unfortunately, Dratini and Larvitar need a shit ton of exp to level, and all 3 of them won't listen to me anyway since I don't have enough badges.

I started playing WoW again. Pretty much just doing dailies for money, and hitting Icecrown soon so I can continue on with the story. I finished Storm Peaks 2 days ago and it was alright. They need more zones like Stranglethorn Vale, tons of quests, lots of events, instances, and lots of ganking. I need intensity, not snowy tundras and worthless Venture Coins from pvp that nobody does.

I actually got together with some people and worked on some sort of musical project. Only problem was that the people who are the most gung-ho about performing and writing music are the ones who seemed to contribute the least. Whatever though, all I have to offer is my angelic singing voice, so I'm not really one to call people out for not contributing.

I need to find Johnathan Livingston Seagull somewhere in my house. I want it to be the first book I read this summer, plus I really don't know where it is and that's a problem.

The drinking club hasn't made any progress, aside from me drinking a few 40s of Olde English, a fifth of cherry flavored hair spray (burnettes vodka), and some Captain Morgans. Whatever, I'm trying to work out and eat healthy, so I don't know how much alcohol I really want to include in my already shitty diet.(except I just at a big ass bowl of OATZ)

Oh, and I think I'm going mad with the lack of /r9k/ in my life. Whoever is attacking the boards needs to stop. I need my favorite timewaster back.

Vacation- Day Thr33

andwhentheybangthisintheclubyouknowyougottogetup
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I'm about to start looking for a new job, and I think that there is one with some hope in it. I'll turn in an application on Monday.

I saw Wolverine or Xmen Origins, or whatever it's called last night. It was "eh". I was so pumped for Ryan Reynolds as Deadpool in this movie and he gets maybe 7 minutes of screen time and one fight scene. Bullshit. Same with Gambit, who they made look like a flamer. Not cool.

"Vacation" Journal- DAY 1

>well, SHIT SON
>you complicate things my dear
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Today, my first official day of vacation until school starts back up sometime in 5 months. Here are the summer plans, and how I plan to achieve them

1)get /fit/. Workout more rigorously and frequently. Already going fine, and I actually don't mind doing it now that I can be outside in the sun.

2)learn some fashion knowledge. I want to look good this summer, and from now on, so I guess this will come in handy.

3)beat Zelda Twilight Princess for Wii. Never did, always kinda wanted to.

4)Pokemon Platinum. I want to do as much as possible. I'm a huge pokemon fan.

5)read the Quaran and "something else" whose name escapes me completely at the time...

6)beer drinking club. Once or twice a week, get together with friends and we all get the same kind of beer and try it. I figure by the end of the summer we'll have hopefully tried like 20-30 beers and we can be well on the way to being pretentious alcoholics.

7)get the band back together. I know at least 3 or 4 musical projects people are working on and I said I'd like to try to help out with. We never get anything done- until now.

8)comics. Now that I own a scanner, I haven't used it since Christmas. I'm funny damnit, and I have drawing ability. This should happen.

Well now, I have to be getting to work. The one thing in my life that holds me back. By far the most necessary of evils, and by far the most evil.

Random Kroger Thoughts...

Chef Girlardee

Not Lazy, Not Stupid, Just Uninterested

status
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I have a paper to turn in today. 4 hours ago actually. I'm less than 10% done.

My paper was technically due Tuesday, but the sheet said Thursday the 14th, so I went with Thursday to give myself more time.

I would have known about this if I would have gone to class last week, but I didn't.

I'm supposed to be leaving for work in 5 minutes, so I don't think I'll be able to write much more than an intro sans-thesis.

I know I'm gonna get a shitty grade on this assignment. I don't care. I know I'm paying money out of my pocket to get this shitty grade, but it's gotten to a point where I just want the class to be over with. It's boring and uneventful. We don't read anything of social value, or anything relevant. I don't care about reading Antigone. Sure it's interesting, but I want something fucked up and socially conscious. I want to discuss the writers' and his characters philosophies, not rhyme scheme in poetry. I want some Orwell among other things.

This class is pure liberal arts bullshit, served with a healthy dose of busy work and "assignments" that are not much more than us regurgitating information from lectures, sparknotes, wikipedia, and the book so we can learn about the wonders of the English language. Like my paper. I'm writing about Antigone. Nothing exciting, just regurgitating. No deep insight, no quandries, no heated argument, just skimming the surface of mediocrity.

And I'd have an A on it if I cared.

Watch Out for Wet Floors!

akin to pagemaster!
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So yesterday at work I walked into the refrigerator room to grab a large ass bag of pepperoni. Since we get restock deliveries on Tuesdays, I couldn't see any bags on the shelves and so I reached up to the top shelf to grab a box of pep to open. Little did I know, there was a bag of pepperoni on top of said box, and when I slid it off the top shelf, the bag came falling down and smacked me right in the head. Ouch.

So this got me thinking.

What if the floors had been a little more wet, or that bag was a little bigger? I think I would have gotten knocked out. Similar to what happens to Macaulay Culkin in Pagemaster. The designs on the packages would have come to life, jumped out at me, and then turned me into a cartoon character. Oh, and Patrick Stewart and Whoopi Goldberg would voice my food themed friends that escort me through this animated pergatory.

Seriously. I believe this would have actually happened.

A Movie Review

dragonball evolution
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So last night the movie Dragonball Evolution got leaked, in English, onto youtube. Since it was about 2 a.m. and I was bored as hell, yet not tired, I decided to browse the /tv/ boards. Lo and behold, there was the link. So I decided to watch it.

After the first 10 minutes, I thought to myself "Well, this isn't that bad. Maybe I'd see it in theaters with friends." There were the standard deviations that occur when translating a 10 year old anime into a live action film, so although not blown away, I could accept the movie for what it was.

Well, it only went downhill from there. The poor quality of the video, combined with intense fatigue from the previous days of punishment at work and school didn't help it in any way either. With about 35 minutes left of the movie, I decided to IM a friend of mine to share some of the pain with...

(commentary inserted randomly in bold)

tomkamrad (2:24:07 AM): dude

TDan953 (2:24:26 AM): ?

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Auto Response from tomkamrad (2:24:26 AM): flip the trap

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tomkamrad (2:24:43 AM): http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1M7lgNEQKto&feature=PlayList&p=26583D10695E45D3&index=0

tomkamrad (2:24:54 AM): this is unfortunately REAL

TDan953 (2:25:39 AM): Oh gad

tomkamrad (2:25:57 AM): Im almost done watching it all

TDan953 (2:26:03 AM): x_X

tomkamrad (2:26:29 AM): I guess I'm a movie masochist

TDan953 (2:26:51 AM): Apparently that movie did really well in Asia
(proof that Asian box offices mean shit)

tomkamrad (2:27:33 AM): Well, it's nothing at all like the anime

TDan953 (2:27:41 AM): Yeah...

tomkamrad (2:27:47 AM): Yamcha is a total bro

TDan953 (2:27:53 AM): Speaking of which, did you see they're redoing the anime?

tomkamrad (2:27:54 AM): like, he actually says bro all the fucking time

TDan953 (2:27:59 AM): rofl

tomkamrad (2:28:04 AM): redone anime?!

TDan953 (2:28:09 AM): http://www.sankakucomplex.com/2009/03/16/dragonball-evolution-tops-asian-box-offices/

TDan953 (2:28:10 AM): Yeah dude

TDan953 (2:28:57 AM): http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Fl-EUfU_fcA

TDan953 (2:29:23 AM): http://www.animenewsnetwork.com/news/2009-03-02/toei-confirms-dragon-ball-kai-is-edited-to-follow-manga

tomkamrad (2:30:32 AM): woah, this is totally awesome
(seriously, I'm kinda excited)

tomkamrad (2:31:06 AM): okay, so theres only about 20mins left of the movie, and hes just learning kamehameha

TDan953 (2:31:19 AM): wat

tomkamrad (2:31:39 AM): and chichis massive father never makes an appearence
(I was really hoping for that massive man to make it to the big screen)

TDan953 (2:31:44 AM): =(

tomkamrad (2:33:03 AM): im crying

TDan953 (2:33:13 AM): QQ

tomkamrad (2:33:28 AM): WHO GAVE THIS THE OKAY

TDan953 (2:33:35 AM): WRYYYYYYYYY

tomkamrad (2:33:58 AM): AT ONE POINT SOMEBODY THOUGHT THIS WAS A GOOD IDEA AND WILLINGLY PUT OUT MILLIONS TO MAKE THIS MOVIE

TDan953 (2:34:14 AM): Apparently they're making more.
(I just died a little inside after hearing this)

tomkamrad (2:35:22 AM): bulma is like a weapons master

TDan953 (2:35:30 AM): psyduck.png

tomkamrad (2:35:33 AM): lol

tomkamrad (2:35:41 AM): stop 4channing me

TDan953 (2:35:46 AM): lulz

TDan953 (2:35:55 AM): So, what've you been up to these days?

tomkamrad (2:36:19 AM): school, work, r9k

TDan953 (2:36:29 AM): Ah

TDan953 (2:36:33 AM): Where're you working?

tomkamrad (2:36:38 AM): started doing artworks again

tomkamrad (2:36:42 AM): buddy's

TDan953 (2:36:48 AM): orly

tomkamrad (2:36:54 AM): f'sho

TDan953 (2:37:00 AM): Got anything you can show me?

tomkamrad (2:37:10 AM): not currently

tomkamrad (2:37:22 AM): i need to sit my ass down and scan stuff for once

tomkamrad (2:37:46 AM): OMG ROSHI JUST USED KAMEHAMEHA TO BRING GOKU BACK TO LIFE

TDan953 (2:37:59 AM): wat

TDan953 (2:38:02 AM): Does that even make sense?

tomkamrad (2:38:11 AM): HE REENERGIZED HIM
(total bullshit. THEY SHOOT THE ENERGYBEAMS TO KILL SHIT not heal the sick and help the poor)

tomkamrad (2:38:16 AM): phaillllll

TDan953 (2:38:47 AM): Indeed

tomkamrad (2:39:05 AM): this movie is so jumpy

tomkamrad (2:39:22 AM): 7 minutes ago, goku learned kamehameha then started kissing chichi

tomkamrad (2:39:53 AM): hes already died in a gunfight, and now theyre fleeing this temple because piccolo has all 7 balls and is about to destroy the world

TDan953 (2:40:14 AM): >_>

TDan953 (2:40:23 AM): This movie sounds impossibly horrible.

tomkamrad (2:40:43 AM): apparently now, piccolo was sealed away 2000 years ago

tomkamrad (2:41:18 AM): hes a fucking alien

tomkamrad (2:41:24 AM): this isnt inuyasha

TDan953 (2:41:42 AM): alksdjfawelfkejafelk

TDan953 (2:41:49 AM): I think we're being trolled
(i know we're being trolled at this point)

tomkamrad (2:42:02 AM): real hardcore

TDan953 (2:42:07 AM): 10/10

tomkamrad (2:42:38 AM): okay, 12 minutes left of the movie

tomkamrad (2:42:49 AM): goku just got in a hummer accident

tomkamrad (2:43:02 AM): and walks out of the wreckage in his orange uniform

tomkamrad (2:43:12 AM): he wasnt wearing it before

tomkamrad (2:43:50 AM): now theres and eclipse

tomkamrad (2:44:07 AM): and goku is turning into a wolfman

tomkamrad (2:44:15 AM): i suppose its supposed to be his ape form

TDan953 (2:45:10 AM): =|

TDan953 (2:45:39 AM): ...Wait, eclipse?

TDan953 (2:45:46 AM): Isn't it supposed to be on the full moon?

tomkamrad (2:45:46 AM): oh yeah

tomkamrad (2:45:57 AM): theres an eclipse thats going to end the world

tomkamrad (2:46:25 AM): because its the sign of the apocalpse

TDan953 (2:46:38 AM): >_>

tomkamrad (2:46:56 AM): bulma is kinda hot
(really, she was)

tomkamrad (2:47:14 AM): youtube quality video doesn't help though

tomkamrad (2:48:01 AM): also, still no flying nimbus, extendopole, dinosaurs, krillin, or red ribbon army

TDan953 (2:48:22 AM): =<

tomkamrad (2:48:46 AM): I MUST HAVE FAITH IN WHO I AM
(so deep, im getting this tatood on myself one day)

tomkamrad (2:51:26 AM): THATS THE FUCKING DRAGON?
(phailtrain has officially left the station at this point)

tomkamrad (2:51:51 AM): OMG WORST MOVIE EVER

TDan953 (2:52:13 AM): D:

tomkamrad (2:52:20 AM): hooooooooooly shit

tomkamrad (2:52:58 AM): no no no no no no

tomkamrad (2:53:22 AM): i cannot believe i just watched this whole thing
(90 minutes of torture, and its 3a.m. to boot, my god i was tired as shit at this point)

TDan953 (2:53:38 AM): I think you're required by law to commit seppuku now

TDan953 (2:54:02 AM): The founding fathers foresaw this movie. It's in the motherfucking Constitution

TDan953 (2:54:59 AM): That said, I should be getting to bed. See ya.

(i dont blame him for leaving at this point)

La la da da da...

flip the trap
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I skip class a couple times a week now. I don't even care or feel any sort of remorse or obligation. Out of sight, out of mind I suppose. It's been a couple weeks for my bullshit LIT class, so I think I'll go tomorrow just because it's been so long.

I've been thinking of creating a pen name for myself, but make him 45 years older and have him die soon with all of his works unpublished. This way I'll be able to have a career that is entirely posthumous, yet still get the benefits of all the fame and money at the same time. Ridiculous yet awesome.

I need to get out on some sort of vacation, or at least out of my house during the daylight hours. The past couple months have been a blur of school, work, and sleep, with all of my free time and leisure taking place when it's dark out. I need to brighten up my life because it's making me slow and depressed.

I had something funny to add, but it escapes me for the moment...

Dog Tongue

>oops, wrong button
>woah, hell of a party
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I think it's funny when my dog yawns or opens her mouth really quick and her tongue flops around.
No tongue control, how weird.

On a Mothafuckin' Boat!

>i hate work
>on a mothafuckin boat
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http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=R7yfISlGLNU

I've watched this video probably 10 times in the past 24 hours. I was surprised that T-Pain would do something like this, but after seeing it, I only like him more.

Off to work...